Verdict: going off my anti-depressant was a huge mistake. Not only is my mood much lower than it was across the board, all my other symptoms have returned: though I sleep all night I am exhausted all day; I am nauseous constantly whether actively stressed or not; I’m snippy and a waste of space at home; I’m quickly losing interest in most of my life. Work was always bullshit, but now I’m 100% apathetic about it; plus now school and actual life are getting crappy too - I just can’t with most of life.
Two more weeks until I see my psychiatrist, then however long before whatever new prescription starts working :( Not looking forward to these next two weeks (in which I have an increasingly ridiculous homework load) nor to the adjustment period.
Why is depression a medical condition and not something I can just ignore or dismiss.